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 where is the language!!!! is that not the joy in reaading? ?? ?  May as well be written in bulletpoints bc why are you making me/an audience read more words with more faff. Where are the fun sentences!! whats with the dismissive language/? would like to write more articles but this makes me not want to!.. am for sure going to write full things for this bloggo but it sucks that mass media n distribution doesnt rlly belong to us. Theres one format etc for everything and then everything they admire from years ago, they admire it for being different! art for arts sake! I identify as ISBN-LESS 

 why do we associate the night w serenity? looking for classical music to listen to at midnight nwanted somethin with some umf n a whisper of Dread. But its all Calming and for 'Sleeping'. Then thinking how around 8pm i get a grip on me. something grabs me.  Now im thinking about how as animals surely at night we would be Alert so maybe im not weird , day timers are? Been feeling Artaud a lot l8ly too and in my brain it links to the Dionysian Nietsche ideas. Feralness, Animalistic, primitive, primal. I want to paint, but havent belonged to the night in a while and i feel like i need a long period to paint like the nighttime. I work durin the day so, but might b unemployed again soon who knows... want the moon 2 grab me & shake me good n proper

Read here forgot to post the article i did for Salt magazine that I did 

gonna start pulling my essay together slowly from my pages of notes I've collected over a while and did a freewrite 2day on it

 I finally finished my sound piece/album!! I released it on youtube & bandcamp at the end of October, but forgot to post about it on here. I was also going to make more visuals/CDs, but i got the flu so didnt have time to, but it is smthn im still gonna do by the end of the year hopefully, but life's been throwing more curve balls so !! Also have some fab ideas for an instillation of it, so hopefully if i have money or funding i can rent a space or smthn n also get other artists who wanna exhibit smthn to fill the room out a bit/have more stuff going on tooooo<3 YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/otbpp_fF1tg BANDCAMP: https://averyavery.bandcamp.com/

https://www.mixcloud.com/reformradio/the-wizard-of-pozitive-frequencies-10th-october-2021/ my poem i wrote for a radio thing is now on mixcloud:))) 24:37 for paragraph i wrote for the story/episode and 25:20 for the poem:)))

 Ive been looking into concrete n brutalist architecture in relation to my sound work, and been thinking of doing some work with concrete itself, and when i came across this exhibit on social media i knew i had to go!!!!!!! https://the-modernist.org/blogs/news/exhibition-loitering-with-intent

  It was expired film hence why it looks so funky:) From Jasper's shoot (march2020) Other Farnham photos: Idk what this is but its cool: Manchester after moving into flat (oct2020) photos from when i went on a walk on my 22nd bday (feb2021) Pics from a spare day i had in london, hungover after going to a gig w grace (end of may2021) Photos i took since moving into my current flat (june2021) inc going to the botanical gardens in didsbury squirrel that fell out the tree i was sitting under and i sat with it til it died! RIP gave him a sword and grass blanket Alan turing memorial from where i was sitting Some of them are a bit askew, but sometimes the framing in my camera goes a bit wonky so i think thats why... but they still look cool so!