thoughts on the night

 why do we associate the night w serenity?

looking for classical music to listen to at midnight nwanted somethin with some umf n a whisper of Dread. But its all Calming and for 'Sleeping'.

Then thinking how around 8pm i get a grip on me. something grabs me. 

Now im thinking about how as animals surely at night we would be Alert so maybe im not weird , day timers are?

Been feeling Artaud a lot l8ly too and in my brain it links to the Dionysian Nietsche ideas. Feralness, Animalistic, primitive, primal.

I want to paint, but havent belonged to the night in a while and i feel like i need a long period to paint like the nighttime. I work durin the day so, but might b unemployed again soon who knows...

want the moon 2 grab me & shake me good n proper