ramble

career thinkin 

"is that smthn u wanna get into?" I AM INTO IT...!!!! I AM HERE!

documentation.. like it think comes back round to dissociaion, like jrnling i used to do. can do with the body experiments. I wanna do something really physical? like smthn i can do to push myself either physically or mentally or both.
think thats what im going to go for with the action pieces and other performance pieces im going to do.

why acting interests me..... dont wanna do it as  a Career tho.. just want to exercise my mind n body that way.. think im gonna start with ballet first.

Art   stuffing as many secret stuff in there. hide behind metaphors n allegories.

Cards being dealt. cant choose what cards youre dealt but can choose how to play it.