Postsurgery painting evals

 PAITNIG 1.SESSION 1
Can see some sort of chest the more i look at it.
Red wound. chest line/scar line. 
dripping paint - having intrusive thoughts of ripped open flesh.

PAITNINGG1 SESSION2.
really tempted to just refine what i did before, but when thinking about it i thought it would be good to try develop how different i feel from when i did the first session,
Especially as I was looking at it, It felt like it looked like a chest.

Add more curved lines as have more fluidity to my movements, but at the same time still stiff with the compression vest.

Think its really important to kill my darlings with this project which is gonna be tough.

03.01.
ended up doing this yesterday, idk if i like it or not, but i felt that way about the first one too. I added a bit more to it today but think im gonna leave it for a couple of days. hopefully it will grow on me, as I dont wanna relly do too many sessions.

PAINTING 1 SESSION3.

gonna do after jan 20th 
Did this 10th feb.. found it really easy suprisingly. 
The other ones i didnt like after i did them, but this one i did fast n was happy with it.
Beforehand i was unsure what i wanted to do with it as i didnt want to just end up doing squiggles everywhere , but the circles came thru as i was painting.