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 I have the photos, the vid, & the painting? Titles?? !! ?? !! Thinking: calling the photos 'bound' and then the video can be 'binding' links them together. dont know what to title the painting thooo thoughts from my phone notes: went out thinking i wanted more detail to look warped in a human grotesque surreal kinda style, but turned/turns out I like the washier and blurrier ones better. Might b biased due 2 dysphoria, but I think that works. also the fact that my dysphoria work into choosing the final product is ok and goes hand in hand with it, creates another layer to the works?? its good 2 question if ur holding urself back out of insecurity or feeling stupid, but i think also that can sometimes add to a project/performance at the same time and be The Point of it in a nice way.

Did the shoot with clingfilm.  Had a nice lil set up. Used other blog post and some notes as ref which i ended up not really needing Pics turned out nice, like so so nice .  I made 2 folders again one 'nah' and one 'decent' but i ended up changing it to where i left most of them alone and then made two folders one for faves and ones for ones i rlly didnt like, as like i said most of them were really cooool. Also , there were some that i liked but not for the final image. While looking at the photos, I realised i didnt want it so the whole torso was filling the frame like i thought i'd wanted when taking the test pics. the extra space i found gave it more movement etc. Set up camera with high iso n 1/4sec shutter speed and ajusted the mm a bit but thats it. Anyway gonna start with the ones I didn't like, Sincce theyre not that important here is just a regular screen shot of them. The rest of the photos: IMG_9163 & IMG_9164 39mm // ISO12800 // f18 // 1/4sec IM