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poem??:: I want my art to hit me in the chest to resurristate and wind I want my art  i want my life. I want existence. I want rabid ? conversations I want shit talking I want riots  exhibition went to see everything being clinical. clinic world. doesn't even feel industrial anymore... ? clean offices, pret, clean,  naked attraction room of ones own. art to be judgemental, opinionated, bold, melodramatic, theatrical, 

  interesting vid:  https://www.youtube.com/watch? v=5ktBxktH04A on beethoven n tempo Again - thinking about russian silences in chekhov plays. lol  n minimal music. john cage.smthn about the dark n sitting with ur thoughts innit poetic idleness. Slow summer notes i made. idle  cars also idle? intention n patience the sea gull. notes 4 actors. early play of his so he'd not developed all his chekhov characteristics. 'chekhov sees his characters as inseperable from the world around them. "nature, on her part," he says in one of his letters, "becomes animated if you are not squeamish about employing comparisons her phenomena with ordinary human activities"' . Good actors are good listeners. heard ppl say that a lot Thinking from reading the sea gull and present laughter about what makes a play good? bc its only dialogue n feel u can't put much useful stuff in it ( like in a script) but I think with a play you can add some stage directions but not

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZVkuVOH0MhQ the intonation !!!!!!!! i feel i tend to hate spoken poetry bc of spoken word, but i think i di like it but like it in a certain way. The tone of voice in this and bob dylan n patti smith. Very Side eyes vibes. power tone. preach, prayer. 

 went 2 waterstones n there werre loads of art books. this one was very slay

Recently read a room of ones own by virginia woolf and went to town on the annotations. Use of story. authorial presence n referencing the dots. putting her notes in ! .