shit/throwaway post | rent ends in june lol rip idk where tf to go !! it aint that deep

was thinking of moving to manc but idk now looool thinking maybe sheffield bc rents cheaper or london so i can b closer to friends But id have to house share w people./ could live w des but we'd have to find more ppl for it to b cheaper also idk about finding strangers bc i dont rlly wanna live with str*ight ppl lmao and with lockdown happening its just gonna b a mess
also i do miss The North, but dont kno many ppl so idfk
also if i moved out of farnham id have to sign to a different drs and they might b weird about giving me my tgel for a while bc they b like that.....

Lond:
would probably have to house share w strangers n since im Queer idk how i feel about that also finding any random job would b difficult.
would b closer to ppl ik and friends. i love the few arty friends that i have n they inspire me n i wanna work as close to them as possible lol
the South rip
coujld live w des but would hav to try find others bc rent would b expensive af otherwise


Sheff:
could live on my own possibly n have a decent place to live thats not too shitty
sheffield is p sick ngl
but would b far from friends

also not gonna b able to go to new drs w this quarantine thing going on so would b difficult to get my t gel bc drs are so mfing arse-yyyyyyyyyy so might just have to try somewhere in farnham to rent bc at least i have my job hre i guess but idk if i even would have enough money to do that lmaoo


tbhhhh dont rlly wanna live anywhere everywhere sucks n i just want to become a blackberry bush . The End.


General goals/focuses dont rlly have any tangible goals tbh but:
b gay 
wanna go to shows n poem things,
art!!!!!! wanna make stuffff art, writing, sound/music
yeet the teet, tattoos


think i might make a proc/cons of each place but also might just apply to any jobs i can find in june n go from there